Happy Anniversary!

Happy 4th Anniversary to my Darling ❤


It's rare to find a serious picture of the two of us

It’s rare to find a serious picture of the two of us

When we facetime, it's always a riot

When we facetime, it’s always a riot

Enjoying a glass of wine at one of our favorite restaurants

Enjoying a glass of wine at one of our favorite restaurants

At my brother's wedding in August 2009

At my brother’s wedding in August 2009

A decent picture of the two of us, finally!

A decent picture of the two of us, finally!

Hanging out with our little buddy, my nephew Jason

Hanging out with our little buddy, my nephew Jason

Blue and Yellow Purple Pills

I have no idea how that song entered my brain yesterday, but it did.  As I am singing in my head about everything I am against I realized that my life right now is one lyric of that song…”[But nothing compares to these] Blue and Yellow Purple Pills”

No lie, I have to pop 3 pills a day now and those are their colors.  Blue = BC, Yellow = Baby Aspirin, Purple = Prenatal.  It’s nothing “fun”, as the song suggests, but to me – nothing compares to MY Blue and Yellow Purple Pills because this stuff right here…this is the stuff that is preparing my body for the ultimate adventure.  I get to pop pills and get stuff injected into me, I get to shove some stuff in my nether regions…by the time I am all done my stomach and arms look like a pin cushion and I am a totally different person with all the stuff running through my body.  In a very very different way…my life is that Eminem song right now.

On a lighter note, today is mine and my Darlin’s 4 year anniversary.  We’ll be celebrating with a fancy schmancy dinner on Saturday.

Happy Anniversary, Darlin!  I have never loved you any more than I do, right this second, and I will never love you any less than I do, right this second.

Nervous Excitement…

I am getting very excited about starting in a few weeks…I know this because all week my dreams consisted of injections and twin babies and happiness.  Last night felt exceptionally real.  In my dreams I started my injections and I also acted the same exact way I did every day Joe gave me injections repeating “I hate this, I hate this, I hate this” and then “that wasn’t so bad” – No lie, I did this twice a day last time with Joe with the exception of one day where it really did hurt. A lot. I cried. A lot.  I’m going to try to avoid crying this time around but I really am a huge baby when it comes to needles…thank God I got a pro working that end of the medication for me 😉

Let me tell you, giving up caffeine has been terrible.  I never really realized how much it ruled my life until I cut it out completely and cold turkey.  I know last time I still had a little here and there but I want a good start to this cycle and have decided to cut out a few of my vices one at a time.  I hope with time and getting used to the lack of caffeine the morning headaches go away and hopefully I can stay up a little longer at night.  I have been falling asleep at 8:30 and sleeping all night! (Not that that is a bad thing, I just would like to finish watching a tv show one of these nights…)

I wonder what my lovely husband is planning for our anniversary, it better be good as I am praying this is our last anniversary a childless couple. Hint Hint, Darling…get on that!

Less than 4 weeks!

In less than 4 weeks we will be starting our next cycle! I almost forgot how much you can’t plan on planning because nothing happens when you think it is going to. 

Joe and I were planning on visiting my uncles and going to NYC for my birthday weekend but it looks like that weekend has the possibility of falling on a transfer day so I may have to bump my visit up a week…I think we just have to tell them it will be one of those weekends and we will know more in about a month or so.

So right now, I am planning on not planning anything after the end of March…nothing will go my way and I don’t want to get worked up over it because now I know how demanding this whole process is.

Today Joe is pricing out the medication at 3 local pharmacies that specialize in fertility medication…we knew of 2 already and just received the information on the 3rd last week.  I am going to apply for the 0% introductory fee Visa card just in case we need some additional funding.  My boss already knows that I will be an hour late every other day in a few weeks but I don’t know how many days off I need yet and won’t know until a day or two prior to taking the day(s).  I’m getting really hyped up for this! And it doesn’t hurt that my tatas will appear larger…they looked enormous compared to what I normally am last time…I guess that makes all the bruises and needle marks easier to deal with lol.

And to end this, I just received my 4 year anniversary present a month early from my wonderful husband, a new Nikon d3200…I bought the wu-1a wifi adapter for it and it is amazing, it is like a fricken shark with fricken laser beams on its head!  I am so ready to practice using it because I have a feeling I am going to be getting a LOT of use out of it in our own home soon ❤