It’s overwhelming to think it has been 13 weeks since I heard BOB’s heart beat for the last time. I am determined to get the happiness that I felt then back again. I have faith that this time I will end this round with a rainbow baby.
It’s amazing the connection you have with a tiny little human you can’t physically see (other than a grainy black and white image on a computer screen), or feel, or touch but when you know that you now have two heart beats within you, it is a feeling like none other. I am sure it only gets better from there but that was all I was able to experience just a few short months ago. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of my BOB and I know he is here with me holding my hand through this all. He would have been an amazing big brother.
I can’t wait to see what the future holds for me, the Three Muskateers, and Joseph. I have so much faith that this is finally it, with BOB always with me.
I’ve never felt a kick, I’ve never felt a movement, but for a few short weeks, two hearts were beating as one.
Love you baby ❤