I’ve gone through 3 days of injections so far…tonight will be the 4th night. Two more days and I assume I will be adding in the Ganirelix in the AM. The fist injection on Friday was AWFUL, the second a breeze. Menopur seems to be my enemy…it hurts…a lot. I don’t know what I am going to not enjoy more, Menopur or Ganirelix because Ganirelix has always been my enemy. I don’t seem to be as anxious around injection time as I have been previously…maybe I am finally getting over this needle fear? Maybe I am just so use to it that it doesn’t really phase me anymore. It kind of sucks, getting used to this sort of thing. I never wanted to get used to it…I wanted it to work and be done with it.
I am much more “hormonal” this time than the previous two…maybe the Menopur? Maybe the combination of everything? I warned everyone that they are on egg shells around me. At any second I may snap. I have, quite a bit. I am in an awful mood today because of it too…I need to get out of this mood, it’s not me. I need to be happy. Hopefully work will take my mind off of everything and I can go home in a normal mood.
Today’s appointment went well…everything appears to be normal. If I don’t hear from them today I am to assume that my dosages will be the same. Next check up is on Wednesday when I am thinking they will introduce the Ganirelix.
Also, Weird ending…but can someone please explain to me what the heck is “Twerking”?? I saw that word so many times in the last 10 hours and I have no idea what the heck it is…